Saturday, October 15, 2016

Perasaanku..



I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you

I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want him, you need him
And I'll never be him


I miss you when I can't sleep
Or right after coffee or right when I can't eat
I miss you in my front seat

Still got sand in my sweaters
From nights we don't remember

Do you miss me like I miss you?
Mess around and got attached to you
Friends can break your heart too
And I'm always tired but never of you

If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that
I put this reel out, but you wouldn't bite that
I type a text, but then I nevermind that
I got these feelings, but you never mind that
Oh oh, keep it on the low
You're still in love with me, but your friends don't know

If you wanted me, you would just say so
And if I were you, I would never let me go

I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you

I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you
You want him, you need him
And I'll never be him


I don't mean no harm, I just miss you on my arm
Wedding bells were just alarms
Caution tape around my heart
You ever wonder what we could have been?
You said you wouldn't and you did
Lie to me, lie with me, get your fix
Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all mixed

Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing
Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance

I know that I control my thoughts and I should stop reminiscing
But I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings

When love and trust are gone
I guess this is moving on
Everyone I do right does me wrong
So every lonely night, I sing this song


I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you
I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you

You want him, you need him
And I'll never be him


I hate you, I love you
I hate that I love you
Don't want to, but I can't put
Nobody else above you

I hate you, I love you
I hate that I want you

You want him, you need him
And I'll never be him